Saturday, June 15, 2013

Being There...

Especially for you, yes YOU, you know who you are…

I love you, tis true, but alas I don't want to be in a relationship with you, not yet, not now, but never say ever.

For times may come when being best friends is, more important than us being only just lovers, but hasten not in your final decision.

For only time will tell what the morrow brings, summer, autumn, winter, or spring, where flowers bloom and romances spring.  

This lines I write seem weird and confusing, at times I wonder what sense I am making.

These words that I write come from a heart near true, full of affection only for you.

Now seems to me the best time to say it, a promise to you, nay a vow more appropriate;

“If one day you should feel the need to cry, call me. I can't promise to make you laugh, but I promise I'll try to cheer you up.

If one day you wish to run and hide, call me, don't be afraid. I might be unable to stop you, but I'll run beside you.

If one day you feel no one listens to you, call me. I promise I'll listen quietly and be here for you.”

Only one thing I ask of you, you need not promise me if this be a burden to you, however if you chose so to do, this one promise I’d ask of you.

If one day you call me and get no answer, hasten to me, come fast to see me, it’s hard to say but you never know, that may be the time that I need you most.  

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Thoughts & Feeling


Interesting poem, not very original, a few changes here, a few changes there, actually a large number of changes, but it's good, or I think it is, never gonna be more honest with myself then what I'm about "write" here.

Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you
Scared of these feelings I've once knew
I keep thinking of the best way to share
Hoping that feelings are returned, that you show you care
And then I drag my thoughts back to reality
I am back at square one, why does this keep happening to me?

Poems are stupid I swear I'll kill myself for this
But it's YOU, and your not like anyone I have ever met
How much longer do I have to wait, can I tell you yet?
Lost in an endless dilemma of do's and don'ts 
Then I sleep… and the dreams occur

Dreams I have, and some of you, so vivid and clear I find it frightening 
I feel a happiness inside, like there's nothing to fear
Dreams often have underlying meanings, not to be ignored, yet hard to follow
I may not fully understand their meaning, but I want you to hear
Hear what I say to you, know what I feel is true 
See from my face, hear from my words, words from a mind with only thoughts of you 

I need you, more than I ever thought I would 
I love you, more than I ever thought I could
Be with me always now and forever 
And be loved always like you should

Sunday, April 7, 2013

Reminiscence

One of those mornings when you wake up and wonder about a chapter in your life, then you start the what if's rolling in your head, before you know it, your melancholy, but I guess that's life.


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